walk.run.FLY___________ for i am eVil today.

Notify Blogger about objectionable content.
What does this mean?

blogspotInit();

Notify Blogger about objectionable content.
What does this mean?

Blowing my head

I cannot take this anymore. Where? Where can I find the courage and strength? Looking at the way I handle the situation, I'm sure I need a helluva lot more than just courage and strength. God, help me to change, please..

Why must things turn out this way? Why?
We are so different, so not suitable together, so can't stand each other. Yet she's my mother. Some time ago when I was thinking by myself, it occured to me that I might be her retribution. But right now, at this very moment, as I am typing this, I realise the other way could be true as well : that she's my retribution. Either way, I'm sure she and I had done something bad in our past lives that leads to this cruel arrangement. Probably a form of punishment.

If it is so, should I just let it be? Or should I do something to make things better? But what's the use? We can't escape our fate. If things can be better then this is not a punishment already. What should I do now?

Sometimes I wish there's an answer readily available for everyone who needs it. Since it is believed that man's fate is determined from the day he is born, why not just lay his destiny out in front of him, instead of making man think hard and get frustrated everytime he needs to make a decision. Isn't that cruel?

--i'll say what i want--

WALKING.

to think

RUNNING.

to chase

FLYING.

to catch

just what the heck do i want

CREDITS.

design
font