walk.run.FLY___________ for i am eVil today.
Sigh
I don't really understand what's going on with me. This strange 'thing' has gone on for almost half of the year already. It's going to be a new year, a new beginning soon. I want things to be okay. I don't want to carry over the unhappiness to next year. And I'm positively tired. I want to give up. And I have decided that giving up is the best. It won't work. I'm not pessimistic. It's the reality. It won't work. I know.

How I wish I can turn back time and undo certain wrong things. But that's not possible. And I'm not going to dwell over the past that cannot be changed and will only haunt me if I don't let it go. So I will learn. I will learn to live with it. I know eventually I will succeed. It's the painful process that I'm worried about. Sometimes I can be weak.

He is not what I need. He is not what I want. I don't want to be unhappy in the future. Now is better than later.
--i'll say what i want--

WALKING.
to think

RUNNING.
to chase

FLYING.
to catch


just what the heck do i want












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